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i'm well and yrself?

by b & the nothingness

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wake up you're not as special as they said wake up it isn't art if it stays in yr head wake up a clock dead will not change yr time wake up these stagnant pools will not breed yr new life give up with all this talk about some supposed grief shut up nobody cares about the things you don't believe give up all these songs of failure and fear shut up and play some chords the people really want to hear i thought i was god prayed to myself...turns out i'm not i thought i'd be so big but found that height is just a trick and i know this seems so sad but deep down i think i'm just mad that like my fading youth my dreams have turned and followed suit and i don't know what to do
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simple view 01:45
sometimes in my life the line between what's wrong and what's right bleeds so i can't see i just choose every left route hope it leads me to some sort of truth or a simple view is there bad and is there good? let's try until it hurts don't you wanna be somebody's best friend? love them til the very end well i can't pretend i just want to live til i die and then i'd like a second try cuz i'm a simple guy is there bad love? is there real love? i'm not sure that this will ever work i never meant it i just said it so you'd be a bit more fun i didn't mean to make you think that you were someone i could love it doesn't seem right and i admit it's not but i've kept my peace of mind so when you fall for someone next make sure they're not wasting time
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lady memory 01:41
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mooneater 02:33
earlier that day we walked in the park and you told me how you held me in yr heart i don't want to be there anymore when we arrived the party had already stopped so we drank by ourselves and of course we fought i don't want to do this anymore later on when i woke from a dream and i said you would not believe the shit i see inside my head i don't want to be there anymore
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minus world 03:48
peace, be well jesus comes bringing hell sing soft prayers the end is nigh, but we're prepared if this really is the end i will welcome death the world tilts back and i begin to fall i wonder if i am really here at all the night goes black, the wind begins to sing this is the end. say goodbye to everything please sleep well no heaven now, no hell dream dark thoughts chosen ones that god forgot if there really is a hell i believe it's self the world tilts back and i begin to fall i wonder if i am really here at all the night goes black, the wind begins to sing this is the end. say goodbye to everything i found a basket floating in the reeds it smelled of new disease, so i kicked it out to sea i killed all my friends and i baked them in a pie i fed it to my wife and i called it chef's delight oh god got big and i got small so i thought it best if we didn't talk at all if life is a game, tell me why would i play? are there any instructions? and do we ever win? no
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happy now? 03:47
do you feel like you're worth something? tell me how do you find meaning? what's worse than my self pity? being bored or just being me? when i look at a glass i don't see either half i just see something with a function and that's what i fucking lack am i happy now, am i happy now i'm not so sure could you help me out? am i happy now, am i happy now tried to make myself fulfilled pursuit of god left me hollow still what's worse than faith's uncertainties? my need to preach or this doubt motif? when i look at my life i don't see black or white i just see shades of grey and all the cages that i can't escape am i happy now, am i happy now i'm not so sure could you help me out? am i happy now, am i happy now am i happy now, am i happy now thought i was now i know i will not figure this out am i happy now, i'm not so sure... why does everyone i know feel like their life has no control? they follow dreams and do their best and still find themselves so depressed why does everyone i meet feel like this life is one defeat? shouldn't there be something more? why does everyone i know feel like their life is not their own? they walk straight lines and do their best and still feel lost in all this mess why does every song i write have me bitching about my life? i should really shut up.
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job song 02:42
Job sat and thought about the price of sinner's doubt surely it was not the same for faith yet here, with most everything gone a righteous man who'd done no wrong is simply supposed to cower and pray like all this shit today had gone his way Job thought about his life missed his kids and missed his wife pondered if his lord was something light true, it all belonged to god but damn he took an awful lot all to make a point about his truth or all because he had nothing to do so i choose not to believe in deities that fuck with me i will not be someone's playing piece
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amen 04:17
the past sits just behind my eyes with thoughts of me and the divine breaking bread inside my room reading psalms and feeling doomed sleep turns to deeper shades as i lay and watch my brain spin threads of darker thoughts of what i was and what i've lost so say that you'd love me most of the night maybe i'm empty can you make me right cuz i've just been trying to erase my mind so baby just hold me until it's my time to finally say goodbye, hello, or no i don't think i have ever known if this is where i end or if i've yet to begin ten years of constant change and once i'm re-arranged pink and fresh, i scream evolved yet have i really changed at all? so say that you'd love me most of the night maybe i'm heavy can you make me light cuz i've just been trying to erase my mind so baby just hold me until it's my time to finally say goodbye i thought i was a god lost all my friends, so now i'm not i thought i could be well but found i can't escape myself don't know what's coming next won't see until i take a step not sure which way is right but this simply cannot be my life

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released May 20, 2017

recorded at Atlas Studios (RIP) in spring of 2017.
drums performed by smags.
engineered, mixed, and mastered by Charles Austin.
art by A.M. Strickland

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